How is my degree life now

Bismillah.

Sedar tak sedar dah semester akhir kat MSU ni. And currently, I am doing FYP like people who waste their money on something they shouldn't buy. But my mentor said to me NO. It is not a waste. It is your findings. Aku lepas dengar my beloved mentor said that half of my negativity go away...sejauh yang boleh. Alhamdulillah. I wish I approached her earlier so that I won't live in a misery hoho. Thank you Dr. Zaf. May Allah bless you always xoxo 

So let me tell what is my project about... and my opinion.

Aku buat study to see the interaction between herbal coffee dgn DNA methylation. Either the CpG site will be methylated or unmethylated. K, tu je. Tak leh lebih-lebih. And for an undergraduate student like me to do this, SV should play his part. Jangan salah faham di sini. Yes, my SV help me a lot with this research thingy. But he should do more hahahahaha like dah tahu nak buat methylation thingy ni, by right sekarang ni we should have the major findings bih. Not baru nak tunggu barang sampai. ah shiyt! Is it too much to ask?

Mungkin ada yang tertanya, why I choose him at the first place. Okay. Minat aku masa tu more to biology/biochemistry, so i was like why not kan. Then, gedebang gedebung I never expected this shiyt will happen. NEVER bih. Aku sampai tahap tak boleh nampak jalan keluar, sampai salahkan diri sendiri level Allah je tahu...sampai satu hari tu aku rasa silap hari bulan, mental ni boleh sakit hehehe 

Sebab aku seorang yang bila dah plan, I have to follow it. Even ada slight changes pun, give me reason. So like now, I dont know why this happen and I put the blame on myself. Tipulah kata tak sedih...dalam diam kadang-kadang aku give up dah. Things that should be fun for me but vice versa.

This is my degree life right now. Semalam seperti terjawab segala persoalan hidup bila lagu Maher Zain keluar kat Ikim.fm

'And He knows what's deep in our hearts

So when you lose your way

To Allah you should turn

Cause as He promised

He will always be there'

'Allah will always be there'

Lebih kurang begitu lirik dia... terjawab segalanya. Aku dah jauh tersasar sebenarnya. The best way to purify your heart is by remembering Allah.

Yes, ada niat nak sambung master. But I am done with molecular biology bih. Maybe I want to do under Dr. Juju or Dr. Nen. *psst, Dr. Zaf okay jugak hahaha

This is just a.....plan. Panjang umur, murah rezeki then I will do it.