Move On is like a bih

Post kali ni saja nak share my experience of 'move on' phase. Hahaha i swear it was like a roller coaster. Ada ups and down. Means, ada masa kau rasa kau dah totally move on with new life lah kan, ha sekali tetiba hujung minggu tu kau down bila teringat dia. BOLEH PULAK TERINGAT! Tiberrrr

Okay guys, memang tak mudah okay, memang tak mudah untuk move on. 

'Eh why before this okay je?'

'Dah lama kan? Why suddenly rasa hard man?'
'bukan kau takda rasa cinta ke kat dia?'

Okay, sebabnyehh before this aku struggle nak survive RP II yang macam bitch tu. So yup, memang tak rasa apa langsung masa tu... Sedih tak, Sunyi tak.. Sebab kita fokus kat satu benda,

'Kena survive 6 credit hours ni'

'Putus cinta? alah small matter'

Iye, itu yang aku rasa masa tu.

But then, after dah selesai semua perkara, banyak pulak masa free kan. Baru realized yang sebenarnya ye aku suka dia, I need him, and he is important in my life. He accepted me for who I am. Dia selalu mengalah. (okay cukup, yang lain biarlah rahsia)
Haa, memori tu TERDATANG balik pulak! Dah mental sorang-sorang.

Alhamdulillah ada members yang macam doktor cinta 😂

Kebetulan, ada short vacay dengan mentor. Yup travel kali ni betul-betul help me to go through this shitty matters. LoL.

Memang lega. Ditambah pulak terdengar iklan kat tv by ustaz kazim. Masa ni tengah stop kat Lumut, members beli ikan bilis etc. Me like usual tak berminat nak beli, so I asked afiq belanja ice cream paddle pop yang macam pelangi tu. hahaha

So, open it up and find some good spot to sit down and eat ice cream. While they were busy shopping, aku lek jap tengok tv. Then, masa iklan tu, terdengar ustaz kazim said, 'Kita tak pernah pun bersedih bila jauh daripada Allah'

Lebih kurang begitu mesej ustaz. So I was startled. Boom. Amekaw. 😂

It is okay untuk sedih, untuk nangis... but mesti ada limit. So for now, yang rapat dengan aku, akan nampak macam aku... macam tu lah. 😂

inshaaAllah, I will be fine soon. 

Sebabnyehh dah nak intern, so akan busybee! 💕

Hence, I challenge myself, cukup setahun, this matter will be like debu. hahahaha

Those kat luar sana yang long distance relationship,

1. Communicate well. (I failed because seriously I'm not that type yang suka text or call without any specific objective. hahaha 😄 ATAU specific lagi aku tak ready nak ada commitment 😀😀)

2. Understand that distance is not a matter when you trust each other.

3. Remember to tell him/her when you are no more interested in the relationship. Make a decision. (pfft)

4. When him/her feels lonely, discuss. Then make a decision. (Please no regret after that bih)  

BE HAPPY!